Happy Easter!!! 💙

Why it's so hard to be a step parent and wife. Things are already chaotic when you mix your current husband/so and his child (Ren) from his previous relationship. I'm sorry but things SUCK! It's one of the hardest, difficult mood depleting, energy sucking things that someone can go thru. I love my husband, I truly do but sometimes, it's hard to grasp the idea that I am no longer single, but married and a step parent. Sometimes I wanna run away for a week or a vacation of some sort nut you feel guilty for doing so. I just wanna feel appreciated, loved and supported thru this and my hubby has for me. Why can't I grasp these ideas! Why! :(

Things got better, I just wish I could help things or make things better. Being a mom is one of the toughest jobs in the world and I'm not the best or greatest but I know I am. I have to believe in myself and my family, my hubby and our son. I want to be the best wife and mom to my boys and sometimes I can't get out of bed Cuz I feel so down. It's just one of our days, an off day I should say. We all have our off days, some have more than others. But you know what, it's just how we handle and take charge of it. Don't let people ruin your happiness, love, friendships, relationships,etc. There is no need for anyone to come in between you and your family.